Once upon a time, there was a young girl who lived in a tiny house in the middle of a great big field. Every day she spent alone. Then one day, as the young girl was looking out her window, she saw a great ox walking past her house. The young girl went outside and called to the ox "Mr. Ox, Mr. Ox. I am just sitting to tea and I would be honored if you would be my guest. Would you join me?" The ox was so surprised, for he was not used to being spoken to so politely, that he agreed immediately. But the ox was so big and the house so small that the only thing he could fit in the door was his great nose. The ox pushed and pushed, but he could not get in. The young girl took hold of the great ring in his nose and pulled and pulled, but the ox could not get in. Then together the ox pushed and pushed and the girl pulled and pulled. Great cracks began to form in the door way, the walls and the ceiling, still the ox could not get through. So the ox gave one final push and the young girl gave one final pull, as they did this the cracks grew and the house fell down all around them. The girl climbed atop the great ox's back and together they rode into the setting sun, never to be parted. In time they were married and they lived happily ever after.
Because we do not know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that is so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless.
As I stand on the edge of this building, I look down Just like they say I should not. I look far and wide at the world in front of me. I see them. I see all those people walking, moving, trying to live, Trying to survive. I see pain, sadness and fear. I see you. Your eyes give you away. I see you screaming for help I hear you falling under the weight you carry. I don't know you, You don't know me, But I am here. I am not afraid. Take my hand, Walk beside me No matter where the road takes us, you are not alone. Take my strength Make it yours Together we will shoulder this weight, Together we will take on the world. Take my courage Make it yours Together we will rise above Together we will overcome Take my heart Make it yours Together we will press on Together we will survive. I am here. I am not afraid. Take my hand, Walk beside me No matter where the road takes us, you are not alone. Together we will stand We will never give up. We will never give in. We will never surrender. We will stand against any storm. We will stand against every hurt, every fear, every sadness Together we will break out of any cage. Even the sky cannot be our limit, Because nothing will hold us back. Nothing will hold us down. I am here. I am not afraid. Take my hand, Walk beside me No matter where the road takes us, you are not alone. As I step away from this ledge, I will take you with me. As we walk among those people, we will take them with us. Together we will stand Together we will live. We are here. We are not afraid. Take our hands, Walk beside us No matter where the road takes us, we are together. We are not alone.
I have returned. I lost my path for a while and I needed to find myself again. I am going to start over. Show people the real me. I want to share the blood in my veins and the thoughts in my mind. I still take pleasure in the simple things in life, like dreaming, watching a spider kill a fly, feeling my hand fall asleep, and letting leeches crawl on my wrists. I also enjoy writing poetry.